FINAL EXAM!

everything just around da corner..
i've 2 push everythng and put aside my keisure time!
i've 2 focus on study first...
dis sem,,
a lot of xsgnment,,test,,quiz,,
n subject bcome more hard!!
struggle..
i'm afraid i'll make my parent dissapointed wth me again..
huhuhu....
idk,,why my result bcme worse evry sem,,
it's terrible...
Ya Allah,,,bantu lah aq,,
terangkn lah hati ku ini..~~
permudahkn lah aq mnjawab peperiksaan,,,
bantulah kami ya Allah..
~amin~

Allah maha adil,,,
aq pasti tentang itu...
aq redha ngn sgala ketetapan-Nya...
segala yg trjdi dlm hdup kt de hkmah nye..
buat rkan2 yg aq sygi,,
maaf jika aq bkn rakan yg bek tuk kalian,,,
diam ku bkn krna benci atau marah.,,
aq hnye perlukn masa tuk muhasabah diri...
aq ingin jdi someone yg lbh bek dri ri ni...
maaf jika aq mengecewakan kalian,,
terlalu byk bnda trjdi dlm hdup aq 2,3 mnggu ni..
smua mengecewakn,,
ble aq dpt sesuatu,,sesuatu yg len aq trpksa lpaskn pergi..
aq ase x brdaya sgt...
korg beri aq kekuatan,,
bkn aq x hargai,,
aq syg korg...tp sometime,,,
aq ase nk brsndri..sbb 2 masa aq lbih byk diam,,,
sory kawan2...
aq sedih,,,sakit,,,kecewa ble aq kehilangan someone yg sgt aq syg,,sgt bermkna
dlm hdup aq...
separuh diri aq hlang,,
xde mkna snymanku lg,,,
tp aq xkan tnjuk aq sdih dpn korg..
aq leh kekal senyum sbb korg..
aq xmo korg rsau,,
tp tau x korg,,dlm hati aq menangis tiap2 hari..
tp aq kuatkn gak hati,,,tabahkn gak dri...
aq xnk dipndang lemah...
Allah je tau prsaan sbnr hati ni...